ok so do to my situation...ive realized that its best for now for me to be mia more than ana..i think i'll get better results bc im not able to be totally ana rite now due to friends & parents...the only problem is...after binging this afternoon/nite at my friends house i went into her bathroom & weighed myself to find out i was 105...bleh..if i was 100 id be happy but imstillworkin towards my goal for 90 this summer..so anyway..after getting dissappointing results i tried to puke up my binge bc i felt gross...i sat on the floor over the toilet for so long & kept sticking my finger in the back ofmy throat touching mytonsils n everything..i kept gagging but i wouldnt throw up & it frustrated me soomuch..nowall this grosss stuff is stuck in my body..i want it out...i need help from a fellow mia...how do u get urself to throw up fast? nothings working for me...i would rly appreciate some tips...thanx<3

*~Basic Stuff~*
Real name: alyson
Nickname(s): lots
Hair color: dark brown
Height: 5'3
Shoe size: 7
Birthday: 4/7
Siblings and ages: sister-19
Living arrangements: mom&dad
Tattoo or piercing: ears
What’s on your mouse pad? laptop
What is your screen saver? dont kno
Can you touch you nose with your tongue? not all the way
Can your cross your eyes? mhm
Are you reading any books now? havnt had time

*~Right Now~*

Wearing: pjsss
Eating/Drinking: water
Listening to/Watching: the rain<3
Thinking: about hobag<3 =]
Talking to: ryan a minute ago
Weather is: rainy<3

*~Favorites~*
Shampoo: garnier
Color: green pink brown turquoise
Food: chocolate unfortunately
Ice cream: Strawberry haagendaaz unfortunately
Drink: water
Alcoholic drink: vodka with cherry limeade
Movie: my best friends wedding<3
Actor: jared padalecki is a hottie<3
Actress: julia roberts<3
Cartoon Character: minnie!
Song: green eyes<3
Artist: coldplay
Book: angelina ballerina hha
Animal: puuppyyy
Subject: hmm math english psychology
Month: april
Day of the week: saturday
Hobby: friends<3
Word/Phrase: HOBAG
Place to shop: hmmm
Parent: dont hava fav
Person to talk to: recently...my hobag<3 & friends
Games: sports?
Flower: hmm the pretty one matty picked for me =]
Sport: running..tennis..soccer
Girl’s names: lexi
Guy’s names: michael
Place to be kissed: hmmm
Place to be massaged: back

*~One or the Other~*
Summer/Winter: Summer
Night/Day: Night
Sunrise/Sunset: both
Hugs/Kisses: both
One night stands/Relationships: Relationships
Chocolate/Vanilla:chocolate
Gold/Silver: Silver
Meat/Veggies: Veggies
Light/Dark: Both
Love/Money: Love
Family/Career: both
Fat/Skinny: Skinny obviously 
Busy/Lazy: inbetween
Car/Bike: Both
Beach/Mountain: beach<3
Travel/Work: Travel
Right/Left: Right
1 Best Friend/100 'friends': 1 best friend

*~In the last 48 hours have you?~*

Cried: yea
Laughed: Yes
Helped someone: i think
Bought Something: i think
Gotten Sick: yea
Gone Out(movies, shopong, etc): Yea i think
Missed Someone: yea
Hugged Someone: Yea
Kissed Someone: Yea not on the lips
Said, “I Love You”: yea
Said, “I’m Sorry”: yea
Had a Serious Talk: yea
Fought With Someone: kinda
Meet Someone New: kinda
Cleaned or do any Housework: yea
Done any Yard work: no
Played with your pet: yea =]
Played with Siblings: No
Watched a Movie: Yea =]

*~Have You Ever – done or felt - as applies to question~*
Been drunk: Yes
Done drugs: no
Smoked: yes
Sky dived: No
Bungee jumped: No
Skipped school: Yea
Put something on fire (not in fireplaces): Yes.
Been hurt emotionally: ofc
Kept a secret from everyone: yea
Had an imaginary friend: no
Wanted to hook up with a friend: yea<3 definitely
Had a crush on a teacher: no
Ever thought an animated character was hot?: no
Been on stage: Yea
Been in love: maybe
Given someone else a bath: a dog
Gone Skinny Dipping: yea
Arrested: no
Hand Cuffed: No
Scared: Yea
Depressed: Yea
Confused: Yea
In a Fight: yea
Contact Fight: yea
In Debt: nah
Sick: yea
In the hospital: yea
Insomniac: yea
On illegal drugs: No
On TV: kinda
On Probation: No
Under House Arrest: Nope
Grounded:  nah
Happy: Yea
Too busy: Yea
Hurt: Yea
Ignored: Yea
Ugly:  all the time
Lost: Yea
Forgotten: Yea
Used: yea
Clueless: Yea
Dumb: oh yea
Fat: every second
Helpless: Yea
Ruined: Yea
Pretty: i wish
Loved: Yea
Annoying: mhm

*~Would You Ever~*
Eat a bug?: Ewww no
Bungee jump?: Maybe
Hang glide?: yea
Kill someone?: Noooooo.
Kiss someone of the same sex?: If i was drunk
Have sex with someone of the same sex?: wats in it for me & ^
Walk on hot coals?: No
Go out with someone for their looks?: maybe
For their reputation?: eh
Be a vegetarian?: I am
Wear plaid with stripes?: for money
IM a stranger?: Yea
Sing Karaoke?: drunk
Get drunk off your ass?: life story
Shoplift?: not into that
Run a red light?: dangerous but every1 does it
Star in a porn video?: No
Dye your hair blue?: Nooo
Be on Survivor?: no
Wear makeup in public?: duh
Not wear makeup in public?: Yea
Cheat on a test?:Yea
Make someone cry?: Noo
Date someone more than 10 years older than you: depends
Stay up all night?: Yea

*~Do You Believe in~*
Yourself: i try
Your Friends: Depends
Angels: eh
Santa Claus: no
Tooth Fairy: Nope
Ghosts: no
UFO’s:no
Fate/Destiny: Kinda

*~First Thing That Comes to Mind~*

Red: rose
Canada: leaf
America: flag
Cows: grass
Summer: soon
Night: light
School: book
Family: home
Socks: match
Fun: crazy
Usher: nose
Computer: aim
Bed: Sleep
Foreign: country
*~Friends~*
Who have you known the longest: lex
The loudest: depends
The shyest: ^
The craziest: ^ lex or hol
Who gives the best advice: depends...bar
Who would you go to, to help you hide a body: ahhhh
Who do you cry to: bests
Would get you the most drunk: myself
Will always be in your life: bests hopefully
Have the most memories with: bests
Go to the bar with: bests
Wish you could get to know better: dan =]

*~Final/Other Questions~*

What’s the last movie/TV show you watched? tyra show haha
What type of car do you wish to have? idk
If you were a color, what color would you be? Red
Are you too shy to ask someone out? Depends
What’s your biggest fear? needles snakes tampons haha
What are you afraid of(can be same or different from one above)? ^^
What’s the best feeling in the world? bliss
The worst? restlessness
Are you a romantic? yea but shy'
Do you consider yourself lucky? in some ways
If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? too many'
Do you like filling these out? eh
Do you think this one long one is a good idea? too long
Do you have any other final comments to add? i should go to sleep

hey everyone

how do u insert images into an entry?

thanx<3

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